Anytime I see an unavailable # or blocked call on my phone, my heart races.
NO, not because its a bill collector! Because it is usually the doctor or someone from the state asking to place children in our home, or to inform us of some new information with the adoption processes.
Everytime my heart races and I briefly imagine what they will say. We are waiting for the call that our perfect match has been found and they want to transition them into our home (being an older child in care).
The call still hasn’t come, but we will wait patiently. Hoping that we can provide a home without having to pay the ENORMOUS amounts of $ needed.
Afterall LOVE is what the child needs, not $.
Today I recieved an unvailable call. It was to place children in our home. Its always hard when you hear the stories and have to say yes or no. Then the regret, or what if's come.
What if I made a mistake?
What if I was too judgemental?
What if I am not ready?
What if this is OUR child?
Well, I’m going to bed tonight with the thought of my grandma in my head and thanking every moment I had with her.
Im sure this post doesnt make sense, and there are lots of errors in the text. However, I am not perfect, this is my random thought and well... It helps you get to know me/us a little better.
I hope to keep you informed on our journey, but at this point we are just starting to raise awareness and will kick everything off soon. Hopefully within the next week or so.
Thank you all for your patience. Thank you all for your support! Thank you all for your faith in god and your faith that Randy and I will someday have OUR FOREVER FAMILY!
~Amanda
NO, not because its a bill collector! Because it is usually the doctor or someone from the state asking to place children in our home, or to inform us of some new information with the adoption processes.
Everytime my heart races and I briefly imagine what they will say. We are waiting for the call that our perfect match has been found and they want to transition them into our home (being an older child in care).
The call still hasn’t come, but we will wait patiently. Hoping that we can provide a home without having to pay the ENORMOUS amounts of $ needed.
Afterall LOVE is what the child needs, not $.
Today I recieved an unvailable call. It was to place children in our home. Its always hard when you hear the stories and have to say yes or no. Then the regret, or what if's come.
What if I made a mistake?
What if I was too judgemental?
What if I am not ready?
What if this is OUR child?
Well, I’m going to bed tonight with the thought of my grandma in my head and thanking every moment I had with her.
Im sure this post doesnt make sense, and there are lots of errors in the text. However, I am not perfect, this is my random thought and well... It helps you get to know me/us a little better.
I hope to keep you informed on our journey, but at this point we are just starting to raise awareness and will kick everything off soon. Hopefully within the next week or so.
Thank you all for your patience. Thank you all for your support! Thank you all for your faith in god and your faith that Randy and I will someday have OUR FOREVER FAMILY!
~Amanda